mundials

So, Mundials is in two days.

I have sort of been working up to this point, but now that it's here I'm not sure that I'm going to even compete.

Maybe it's a mixture of burnout, lack of confidence, and overall stress, but I don't think I'm going to be competing anymore unless I have some crazy revelation tomorrow.

Sort of disappointed, but at the same time I have too many things going on in my life right now to worry about a tournament.

There's no doubt that I am much better than I was a few months ago, but I just don't feel that "eye of the tiger" presently.